I believe there are many things we will never have answers to until we leave this life. I have watched many friends search for the answers. Some find peace in their search - others, not so much. The first question I have for Jesus will be “why must small children suffer”? I have proven capable of committing unspeakable violence toward adversaries in my past yet I can’t walk into a children’s ward of a hospital without emotional difficulty. The question I have for unbelievers is “if you don’t believe in God, what is the basis for your hope in this life, or beyond”?
I’m not saying anyone shouldn’t search for answers. In my experience it is sometimes best to just believe and take the next step forward. And the next......