When I was a senior in high school, I had a week long trip to bull shoals lake paid for, for my senior trip. I was gona be catching the biggest rainbow trout around while my classmates were in PC acting a fool. I got a refund and spent that money to rent my first apartment, which I moved into with my first ex-wife on graduation night. I've wished a thousand times I had gone to bull shoals lake. Anyhow, all the mistakes I've made led me to where I'm at right now, so I would be afraid to change anything. I'm right where I'm supposed to be now and 100% satisfied with the life God has blessed me with.