Preacher, im back to about the way i was today. I guess the shots wore off. I took my helper some ivermectin yesterday, hes feeling some better today. I dont know where i might have got it unless it was my wife. Her family has had it. She was around her daddy last saturday when he first got sick. She just had a headache a couple days. Maybe i got it from her. Monday i could tell i was starting to get something. Her dads GF got sick last Saturday, went to the hospital sunday, and died monday. She had cancer, it was "dormant" but she was still taking chemo. Ive done alot of thinking about it all and just really cant make sense of it. It just seems to do different things to different people.