This is another thing people don’t realize. It’s called scan anxiety. Everytime a scan comes you are nervous as a rat in the shit house until you get the results. Unfortunately for myself it seems like every scan is always scheduled for a Wednesday and you never get the results until the following Monday or Tuesday. Then there is something they call survivors guilt where one questions why they were were chosen to remain and friends they believe to be better pass away from it. It’s nasty whether looking from the outside in or the inside out.
