Prayers for you and your mom. 🙏 It’s hard when they get older. Dealing with my mom between her CLL and arthritis problems. Hip is bone on bone trying to see if she’s a candidate for hip replacement at 82. Always something. Mine has the same doom and gloom outlook. I think they get old and feel helpless and useless and say things like they want to die that they really don’t mean. My mom has made similar I’m useless and just want to die which is probably because she was always strong and in control of everything. She hates having to rely on me for groceries, doctor visits and similar. Stay strong for your family and your mom.🙏