All these responders have given good advice, but I’d just like to congratulate you on being obedient to the Lord and wanting to grow through study. You are in the minority in this fallen world. 2 Timothy chapter 2 says for us not to argue over a few words, but to study the Word. As you read His Word, it is reading you and changing you.
Thy word have I hid in mine heart, that I might not sin against thee. Psalm 119:11