Dont beat yourself up about this. I am exactly the same way. I dont really like reading anything, im not a reader. I love talking about the Lord so i go to a bible study each week with a great open discussion. Also i remember everything ive ever read, so i spend alot of time reflecting and meditating on what i have read and learned. Dont let reading the bible become burdensome to you. Your relationship with the Lord is not supposed to be burdensome. Good luck. Ill be praying for you.