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Well I really don’t how to start this but I had to make the most difficult decision I have ever had to make in my life last night. At 8:25 PM , Thursday June 3rd 2021, while laying my head on my 31 year old sons chest I heard him take his last breath after requesting to have him taken off of life support. It has really been a very difficult last 3 days for me with today being the worst. My son is no longer dealing with his pain. I’m not sure how I’m gonna get through this but I have to find a way. My whole life I spent protecting my 3 boys while raising them as a single parent. I know that the pain while one subside and then I’ll have his memories but my GOD I want him back. The whole time I spent raising my sons I would never eat until my sons had their plates first. My boys mean the world to me. I haven’t ate since Tuesday and I know that I can’t keep up this pace but I cannot find the strength to eat knowing that he will never take another bite. Sorry for the long read and I know that some of you have been through this as well…Thanks
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I am sorry for your loss and praying for you.
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Sorry for your loss. Prayers sent.
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I'm very sorry. I couldn't imagine what you are going through...
Last edited by Jason Carroll; 06/04/21 08:26 PM.
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I couldn't imagine...prayers sent
They who can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety. Ben Franklin
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Mercy. Praying for you and your sons.
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I’m sorry. I cannot imagine the pain you are feeling.
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Prayers to you and your family!!!
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I’m so sorry for your loss. Prayers for peace and comfort.
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Wow. I’m so sad and sorry for your loss. I pray the Lord will give you peace and comfort.
The Spirit of God has made me; the breath of the Almighty gives me life. Job 33:4
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No words. My prayer is for peace for you and your family
Isaiah 5:20 Woe to those who call evil good and good evil, who put darkness for light and light for darkness, who put bitter for sweet and sweet for bitter.
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Sometimes the hurt is so bad that responses of any kind are too little. There is nothing I could say that would in any way come close the depth of loss you are enduring.
Last edited by roadkill; 06/04/21 08:34 PM.
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OH NO!!!!!  Words are not enough Brother. May the Comforter wrap His arms around you and may his breath be felt as He lays you upon His strong shoulder. May you eat, as your son would wish for you to do so. Prayers being lifted up. God Bless, David B.
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I am so, so sorry to read this - may God bless you and your family. There are not words to express my sorrow for you, only that I will pray for you.
"The struggle you're in today, is developing the strength you need for tomorrow."
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Sorry for your loss - you sound like an awesome dad who has done his very best
I will pray for you
Hunt the wind - leave it better than you found it - love your neighbor as you love your self We need prayer for our country now more than ever
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Praying for your situation.
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So sorry for your loss. Time heals all wounds, but like you said I am not sure about this sort of wound.
We are here for you.
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