Like the others thanks for your service 🇺🇸I can’t say I how you feel except I lost my Dad to suicide many years ago I lost a wife to death some 17 years ago and have been alone ever sense. Now you need to stop and look around you and y’all find a lot of folks in a lot worse situation. If you are not a Christian I suggest you just simply sit down and take a really deep breath, relax and scream as loud and long as you can. Now say Lord I need your strength and help HE will answer you. Now if you want to talk to a person find you a Preacher pour out your heart ♥️ I am no expert but being almost 82 years old I have been on top of the mountain and I have been at the bottom and a lot of in between I am getting to stop now and Pray for your situation so close your eyes and be calm for just a few minutes 🙏


I am drinking from my saucer cause my cup has overflowed. Thank you Lord