Thank you for your service bigcountry....life is difficult and the devil throws curveballs at us nonstop to trip us up and hinder our forward progress. Don’t let him win. I’ve been dealing with some problems myself and 2019 was one of the worst years for me and my wife & kids. I lost my dad, my uncle had a massive stroke and was moved in to my mom’s house while she was still trying to recover from losing my dad, lost 3 good friends in a 14month span, took massive losses in business, gained 50+ pounds due to nonstop drinking and food binging because it seemed like that was the only thing that didn’t hurt when in fact it was causing as much or more damage as anything in my life. There is somebody that can help, Jesus is there for us. All we have to do is put everything in his hands and trust in the Lord. We as men are flawed creatures, we’re not designed to succeed...in fact it’s much easier to fail for a reason. Anything worth having is worth working for. I lift you and your family up in prayer this morning and hope that God helps you find the way through these difficult times. Just know that you’re not alone.